AS I SIT HERE ON MY LAPTOP...LET ME ADD SOME MORE SITE ON MY JOURNEY.....
COUPLE OF MONTHS BACK IN LATE JULY 2104...I WAS IN OCALA...WITH MY FRIEND MARGUE(WHO IS MY MAIN MOTHER FIGURE SINCE 1967)......I SPENT THE WEEK THERE AND GUNNY WAS WITH ME TOO....
ONE NIGHT...I WAS IN A DEEP SLEEP....AND THEN...I SAW AN ARM AND GAVE ME A HUG...(I THOUGHT IT WAS MY GUNNY) I WOKE UP SO FAST I TURNED ON THE LIGHT AND GUNNY THERE DEAD ASLEEP...
WHO WAS THAT....WHO DID THAT...I THOUGHT IT WAS JESUS...MAYBE MY FRIEND PAT...SOMEONE....
AS THESE MONTHS HAVE PASSED...I THINK IT WAS JESUS....THIS WAS AN EYE OPENER FOR ME..SINCE STARTING MY CATHOLIC CLASSES..THE LITTLE THINGS THAT I NEVER KNEW...MY MIND AND SOUL(EYES)...OPEN MIND IS AMAZING ME AS I TAKE THESE CLASSES...
I HAVE HIGH LIGHTED MY BIBLE AND MY CATECHISM BOOK ON EACH CHAPTER THAT WE ARE DOING WEEKLY...AND LEARNING MORE ABOUT THE FAITH...I AM LEARNING AND ACCEPTING MORE ABOUT THIS FAITH...AND I LOVE IT....IM GOING ON 10 WKS IN...AND I WANT MORE...
SO...54 YRS OLD...AND I GET SIGN .....AND THATS A GOOD THING...SO AS I BLOG..ENJOY READING...LOVE YOU
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Thursday, October 30, 2014
Thursday, October 23, 2014
25 + YRS
WHEN I TURNED 18 I HAD ENOUGH OF RELIGION...AND SO WAS THE NEXT 25 YEARS...YES I WENT TO A CHURCH OR TWO SO SEE WHAT WAS OUT THERE...BUT I ALSO LIVE IN FL...AND IN POLK COUNTY 200 CHURCHES ALONE....SO I STAYED OUT
WAS I AWARE OF GOD..YES...DID I HAVE SOME FAITH YES....DID I DOUBT ..YES...AROUND 1994 FOR...A MAN CAME INTO MY LIFE AND WE HAD A SON....WE GOT MARRIED...IS THAT GOD....WHO DID THAT ....YES...I WAITED MY WHOLE LIFE TO GET MARRIED AND HE CAME TO ME...I SAID THE NEXT MAN THAT COMES TO MY DOOR I WOULD MARRY AND WHEN HE GAVE ME OUR SON I KNEW THAT GOD GAVE ME SOMETHING..A DO OVER SOMETHING...I KNEW I WAS BLESSED...I DON'T KNOW IF THAT WAS A SIGN OR WHAT...BUT WHEN I THINK ABOUT IT NOW....YES....LAST 19 YRS I BEEN A MARRIED WOMAN...
I WORKED AT A CHURCH FOR AN AFTER SCHOOL PROGRAM IN 2003...TIL 2010...IN BETWEEN THAT I JOINED THE CHURCH...IT WAS FIRST UNITED METHODIST CHURCH I MUST OF JOINED IN ABOUT 2006..WAS NOT A CHOICE..I JUST DID IT...BECAUSE I WAS WORKING THERE...
2010 I FELL BACK INTO NOT GOING TO CHURCH..I QUIT THE JOB AND THE CHURCH...I WAS TOLD BY THE PASTOR OF THAT CHURCH ...THERE CHURCH WAS AN ORGANIZATION AND THEY RUN IT LIKE THAT ...THAT'S WHAT THEY DO...OF COURSE...I KNEW THAT WAS A BUNCH OF BS....I TOLD THE PASTOR NO IT DOES NOT....I HAVE ON MY FACEBOOK....I DON'T GO TO SOME CHURCH THAT TELLS ME HOW TO LIVE THRU THEM...SORRY ...I LISTEN TO THE MAN UPSTAIRS(JUDGES).....
WAS I AWARE OF GOD..YES...DID I HAVE SOME FAITH YES....DID I DOUBT ..YES...AROUND 1994 FOR...A MAN CAME INTO MY LIFE AND WE HAD A SON....WE GOT MARRIED...IS THAT GOD....WHO DID THAT ....YES...I WAITED MY WHOLE LIFE TO GET MARRIED AND HE CAME TO ME...I SAID THE NEXT MAN THAT COMES TO MY DOOR I WOULD MARRY AND WHEN HE GAVE ME OUR SON I KNEW THAT GOD GAVE ME SOMETHING..A DO OVER SOMETHING...I KNEW I WAS BLESSED...I DON'T KNOW IF THAT WAS A SIGN OR WHAT...BUT WHEN I THINK ABOUT IT NOW....YES....LAST 19 YRS I BEEN A MARRIED WOMAN...
I WORKED AT A CHURCH FOR AN AFTER SCHOOL PROGRAM IN 2003...TIL 2010...IN BETWEEN THAT I JOINED THE CHURCH...IT WAS FIRST UNITED METHODIST CHURCH I MUST OF JOINED IN ABOUT 2006..WAS NOT A CHOICE..I JUST DID IT...BECAUSE I WAS WORKING THERE...
2010 I FELL BACK INTO NOT GOING TO CHURCH..I QUIT THE JOB AND THE CHURCH...I WAS TOLD BY THE PASTOR OF THAT CHURCH ...THERE CHURCH WAS AN ORGANIZATION AND THEY RUN IT LIKE THAT ...THAT'S WHAT THEY DO...OF COURSE...I KNEW THAT WAS A BUNCH OF BS....I TOLD THE PASTOR NO IT DOES NOT....I HAVE ON MY FACEBOOK....I DON'T GO TO SOME CHURCH THAT TELLS ME HOW TO LIVE THRU THEM...SORRY ...I LISTEN TO THE MAN UPSTAIRS(JUDGES).....
SEPTEMBER 2, 2014
THIS IS THE DAY THAT I FINALLY GOT TO...TAKE THE STEP TO GO TO THE CATHOLIC FAITH......I HAVE BEEN WANTING TO DO THIS FOR YEARS NOW....
I WAS RAISED A LUTHERAN AND FORCED TO GO TO SUNDAY SCHOOL TIL I WAS 18...I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS A KID I WENT TO LUTHERAN SCHOOL IN LEMONT IL...THE PARENTS TOOK ME OUT BY SECOND GRADE BECAUSE I TALKED ABOUT JESUS TO MUCH...THAT'S ALL I REMEMBER
I REMEMBER GOING TO TRINITY LUTHERAN CHURCH IN LISLE, IL 6TH TO 8TH GRADE I DID CONFORMATION TO BE ABLE TO TAKE COMMUNION JUST BEFORE STARTING HIGH SCHOOL..I HAVE THIS OLD WHITE BIBLE DATED 1974...FORTY YEAR OLD BIBLE STILL GOT IT..BUT VERY OLD AND CRACKED AND SUCH...SO I JUST LEAVE IT ALONE...
WHEN I WAS 18...I STOPPED GOING TO CHURCH...I HAD A STEP MOTHER WHO SAT IN THE FRONT OF THE CHURCH AND US KIDS (5) SAT IN THE BACK ROW....WHATS UP WITH THAT....REALLY...I KNEW RIGHT THEN AND THERE THAT THIS WAS BS...AND IT WAS WRONG AND I REALIZED TO ME THAT CHURCH WAS FAKE...
I WAS RAISED A LUTHERAN AND FORCED TO GO TO SUNDAY SCHOOL TIL I WAS 18...I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS A KID I WENT TO LUTHERAN SCHOOL IN LEMONT IL...THE PARENTS TOOK ME OUT BY SECOND GRADE BECAUSE I TALKED ABOUT JESUS TO MUCH...THAT'S ALL I REMEMBER
I REMEMBER GOING TO TRINITY LUTHERAN CHURCH IN LISLE, IL 6TH TO 8TH GRADE I DID CONFORMATION TO BE ABLE TO TAKE COMMUNION JUST BEFORE STARTING HIGH SCHOOL..I HAVE THIS OLD WHITE BIBLE DATED 1974...FORTY YEAR OLD BIBLE STILL GOT IT..BUT VERY OLD AND CRACKED AND SUCH...SO I JUST LEAVE IT ALONE...
WHEN I WAS 18...I STOPPED GOING TO CHURCH...I HAD A STEP MOTHER WHO SAT IN THE FRONT OF THE CHURCH AND US KIDS (5) SAT IN THE BACK ROW....WHATS UP WITH THAT....REALLY...I KNEW RIGHT THEN AND THERE THAT THIS WAS BS...AND IT WAS WRONG AND I REALIZED TO ME THAT CHURCH WAS FAKE...
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